Lost and lonely



I have decided to break this specific definition down into a few parts to make it easier to digest.

“The children tend to the fields of the soul & build temples though they are blind.”

Now this is a reference in part to you, me and everybody as we are blind to the truth that surrounds us. In fact we have been blind to the truth from the beginning and only now are we starting to see the light. God has given us a great mystery hidden in the lives of the people He chose. The ancient Hebrews that were chosen by God to carry the line of Christ and chronicled in the Torah, Tanakh and Bible are not His elect people simply because they are more righteous than anyone else. It is because they are “chosen” to be the harbingers of the mystery itself. Their lives were chosen to carry a message. From the places they went to, to the names of their children a message was being written in their lives, hidden even from them that lived it. It took many generations and thousands of years for this story to be told but only for it to fall on deaf ears.

Matthew 13:13 Therefore I speak to them in parables, because seeing they do not see, and hearing they do not hear, nor do they understand.

14 And in them the prophecy of Isaiah is fulfilled, which says: ‘ Hearing you will hear and shall not understand, And seeing you will see and not perceive;

15 For the hearts of this people have grown dull. Their ears are hard of hearing, And their eyes they have closed, Lest they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears, Lest they should understand with their hearts and turn, So that I should heal them.’

Thousands of years more have passed and only now is His voice being heard from its hiding place in the words. I have studied this mystery for about six years, not knowing what it was that I was uncovering. It was a lot of long hours, prayer, meditations and many personal trials until it fully surfaced. There was no documentation to help in this process as this is something completely unprecedented in all of history. I saw small pieces starting to unravel yet I could not fully grasp the extent or the simplicity of the message. I just knew something was there that I could not fully comprehend. I was like most Christians today studying the surface layer stories and missing the amazing manual of peace hidden right before my eyes. You see the Bible is an instruction book that starts with a creation of the world and from that moment on it spells out a message of instructions. Even the story of the garden itself is a message of understanding far beyond the surface tale you read. It is not a story of a man alone with trees and animals in a garden and later given a woman to help him. It is in fact about a state of ignorance disguised as innocence and the inception and difficulties of awareness that comes to us all once we seek higher ground.


Remember from the last section that “Man” is “Knowledge” and “Woman” is “Wisdom“. Knowledge is information, thus it is a “belief”, “concept” or “thought”. He represents a belief that is seeking to be found correct and to gain a name for himself that is understood as an eternal truth. The goal of men today too is to make a name for themselves. It is in our nature to try and find our destiny and to be known for who we truly are meant to be. And so a “Man” is as a “Driving Ambition of Truth” so too is he joined by a “Woman” that represents a “Relational Wisdom“. Wisdom is taking the concept presented and relating it to the self’s greater needs. It balances out the concept and gives counsel as to the better choice of service.

Genesis 2:23 And Adam said: ” This is now bone of my bones And flesh of my flesh; She shall be called Woman, Because she was taken out of Man.”

Wisdom can only come forth from a truth that is tested and without knowledge there is no wisdom thus “Woman comes from Man”.

Genesis 2:24 Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and they shall become one flesh.

The word used here for “flesh” is “basarwhich means: to bear news, bear tidings, publish, preach, show forth. Basically it means a single understanding is gained from the merging of knowledge and wisdom thus they are “joined as one flesh“.


This is all about a line of truths gaining ground in understanding and filling your inner-world with good and solid council to replace the lies of the ghosts of the past that haunt your soul. But tragically we as children of higher understanding or “God” (Remember the perspective of this lesson) can only see as far as our noses and then suddenly the world beyond that stops and reflects to relate back to yourself and little else. We have a tendency to relate the world to ourselves to determine if we agree or disagree with it or not. Nothing escapes the scrutiny of the ego. The ego is self-relating and thus we attribute the ego to a “woman” because it either gossips and disperses its judgments in jealousy or it meets it with open arms as an approved new friend. This metaphorical “woman” also represents the heart as it is a fickle thing whose allegiance is only to itself, which is the heart of the home that is divided between the image of mind (Father) and body (Child). But if this house is divided and not unified it cannot stand up against the tests of truth.

Mark 3:25 And if a house is divided against itself, that house cannot stand.

Unity of the inner-home is hard to win without love. Man and woman must join in mutual agreement to bring forth actions and understandings that come only by way of experience. If knowledge and wisdom join and are mutually related they will bring forth an action that tests the ideals set forth and this will create experiences that give understanding. This is the lineage of truth, as each experience is a “child” that brings forth more truths in time, that in turn gains wisdom unto itself and thus brings about more experience and so forth. This is the lineage of truth laid out as a hereditary “tree of life”.


In the Bible you are reading such a lineage that is leading up to one final truth that is the pinnacle of ultimate understanding. Can you guess what the name of this ultimate truth is called?

John 8:32 And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.”

Let us look at an example for a better understanding:
Now if you wanted to make your life better than how it is currently what would you need to do? If things are not working as they are then a change must be made in your life. Why would you need a change? Because you want to grow your understanding so that you will no longer be stuck in the situation you are in now. So you now have an idea that you would like to grow. But before you can grow you must change your life and in doing so you will gain the truth that sets you free from your bondage you are in now. And once freedom comes you can then truly know what it means to grow your inner-world. Does this seem correct?

Now look at this verse:

Matthew 1: 18 Now the birth of Jesus Christ was as follows: After His mother Mary was betrothed to Joseph, before they came together, she was found with child of the Holy Spirit.


  • Jesus: Salvation
  • Mary: Rebellion
  • Joseph: Increase

Read again that last part about change leading to growth of understanding and salvation.

  • Joseph: Increase: Growth
  • Mary: Rebellion: Change
  • Jesus: Salvation: Freedom

Transliteration of Matthew 1:18:

Matthew 1:18 Now the birth of Freedom and Peace of Mind is as follows: After the wisdom of Change was dedicated to Growth, but before they came together, it was found with establishing of the Higher Truth.

There are a few later transliterations added to this verse but you can easily see the family personified here where “Knowledge” or “Man” and “Wisdom” or “Woman” bring forth an “Action” or “Child” and this action is the ultimate truth that makes the way to eternal understanding called “Life” or “Living Truth“.

John 14:6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father (Higher Understanding) except through Me (The Path/Process of Truth).

Nothing can come to a higher understanding (FATHER) unless it follows the path of ultimate truth (SON/CHILD). Jesus is more than a man. At the level of the soul He is the path of truth or a lineage of truths that leads to one greater understanding that frees the soul. This is all about a process of enlightenment. Again men are beliefs looking for validation and understanding. Light is enlightenment of this soul world verses the darkness of ignorance, so Jesus is the “truth” that enlightens all beliefs of the soul called the inner-world.

John 1:9 That was the true Light which gives light to every man coming into the world.

John 9:5 As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.”

END PART 3 (Cont.)


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