To my loyal readers I would like to apologies for taking so long between posts. Life sometimes gives us lemons and to make lemonade it can take a while to squeeze the lemons. I have fallen upon some hard times despite the blessing the Lord has given me. My new camera broke unexpectedly and without reason. The button that takes the photos mysteriously vanished from my camera. I did not jostle it or treat it roughly as it is very precious to me, but yet the simplest yet most important button on the whole device has vanished. I can only assume the Lord has used my crazed kitten as some sort of instrument of challenges and change. But honestly I don’t think it was the cat.
Also I had 30 day trials of the software I use to do my graphics but all of those have run out on me and now I am trying to save up enough to purchase the expensive software I use. Unfortunately I cannot gain work in my chosen field again until I have that software replaced as I cannot do test for employment or take on the freelance work without it.
These are just a few examples of the chaos that have come upon me all of a sudden. Even now as I type I have stitches in my arm from a biopsy that I am sure will turn out to be benign. My sleep apnea machine has died and I can’t afford a replacement, I feel twinges in my heart and much more! Many very strange things are afoot in my life like finding giant snakes in my yard and so much more, and I can only suppose it is because I am upon the precipice of unveiling some of the greatest mysteries the Lord has shared so generously with me. I have struggled for the last 3 years deciphering this message and seeing it clearly, and I believe it is now about complete.
The Bible is far more than any of us might have supposed. It is a book of such peace and humbling truth but it is not read completely correctly. The stories you read in it are far more than what you thought them to be. They are written in a language of the soul that tells you how to find your peace within. Again this took me 3 hard and painful years that have cost me everything I have ever known. 3 years of suffering to puzzle out with much prayer and meditation upon the words, and lots of research, and now I feel I am ready to share it with you. But I am no writer. I have no formal training of any sort, and only a few years ago I was too afraid to write out a grocery list or even attempt to spell for embarrassment, but yet here I am before you writing as one with authority. The Lord is doing strange and wondrous things with my mind and my understanding and I have trouble finding a voice in the written word to convey it all properly… and I think on some level I am scared of how it will be accepted by hard core religious zealots and cynics.
I am no scholar and I have no accreditation or accolades to claim to substantiate my findings. All I have is my faith and a compulsion to understand and share what I have discovered. I will admit that a part of me fears that if Jesus Himself could not reach the hard of hearts, especially the devout, what chance do I have? If God is a stranger amongst His own people… then who am I to claim I see more to the gospels than the scholars? But a friend of mine recently reminded me that this is fear, and fear has no place in the house of God. At least not this kind of fear that cripples the journey the Lord set to motion. If God has turned my life upside-down it is for a reason. I believe it is to reveal a world hidden beneath the surface of our lives, so then perhaps it is my duty to share my findings come whatever ridicule or consequences may come as a result of it. This is all in His plan, in His time and NOT mine… There is a stirring in the world today, and as the cauldron swirls the cream is being churned to the top. If you are reading this I believe it is because you too are feeling that stirring in your soul. A craving has been awakened within you, and it hungers for answers beyond your church and synagogue. I think an attraction is bringing certain special people out of their sleep and I think I may hold a part of the key to what you seek. Not more religion but real answers and understanding. What I have to share is very simple in principle but it takes time and an open mind and heart to accept and fully understand it, but I promise you this will change your insight into life.
So I would like to take this chance to ask a simple question. If I have the answers and insights like I claim I have, given to me from God… would you like to know them?
I have suffered and struggled to learn these lessons and I would like to think it was not in vain, but to bring about His glory for all to share. All you need to do is commit to trying to learn. And I mean honestly trying. This is NOT for me… this is NOT from me. I am but a humble vessel trying my best to figure out his master’s plan… I just want to help you grow spiritually stronger and suffer less, and all I want and need is a show of hands of who would be interested in online classes into what I have discovered. This would be a regular get together each week and it would be a type of Bible study class, live and online.
I am looking into software solutions for a small to medium sized group that can meet at a designated time and study and share. But before I make an investment into what I cannot really afford I need to know who is truly interested and committed? Or do I just need to find another way to reach souls to share with? I am not asking for money, just your commitment of time… please do not stay silent. Please talk, share and comment with each other on this post and if you are interested, when is a good day and time that you are available?
Can I get a show of hands of who believes?… truly believes and not just in me but that God can use this ministry to help souls grow and heal them through a deeper enlightenment and understanding into His Holy Scriptures.
Now who’s with me? Can I get an Amen?