Just thinking out loud here, but sometimes I think I need a girlfriend… Sometimes I miss holding hands and being in love.
Too bad I am not in a place in my life to offer anyone much of anything. It’s hard to date when you can barely afford the gas for the date, much less paying for anything else. But I do miss companionship and compassion. I miss having someone to care for and care about. I miss the love and company of a close and good friend… and I miss the joy in my heart.
Mostly I am happy just getting my life back together, paying off debt and doing God’s work, and any woman I meet would have to understand that His ministry comes first in my life. And though I know my life is not ideal right now; I gained a lot of weight with my injury and such… but in time it will all work itself out. I do feel very content in most things… but sometimes it’s lonely and I do miss love.